Mt Rosser

Its amazing how events in your life changes you.

I remember the first time i drove up Mt. Rosser by myself.. I was so eager to see how fast i could reach the top. Taking the corners as fast as i dared with no care for the possibility of an accident.

Two accidents and one near miss later I can safely say the Mt. Rosser fills me with fear and dread…. I have a definite dislike for the hill and driving on it puts me on edge each time. Now a days once on it i turn of my radio, wind down my windows and never go beyond third gear……All in an effort to give myself as much reaction time as possible… and despite all my efforts……. <sigh>

And despit this I still LOVE driving… the feeling of freedom with my music playing and a long journey ahead of me is unparalled…

The End

Approximately 7 years ago i started a series that captivated me from page one. Many of you already know this series to be Terry Goodkind’s Sword Of Truth. (Its where I got the alias The Seeker from.)
Now, ten books later the final book in the series is out…. I cant wait to get my hands on it…… yet I find that i dread reading it….
7 years, many discussions (some heated), heart rending moments, bitter disappointments and great memories all coming to an end in a mere 300+ pages. It seems almost Surreal…….
I know in my heart of hearts that no matter what he writes … there is no way that he can end this series satisfactorily. All of these characters, especially Richard and Kahlan have become too intertwined in my own life….
If I’m honest with myself… I sort of hope (and fear) having such a relationship… I perfect melding of mind, body, heart and soul, unmatched by anything or anyone… Sigh *sniff*
I am really gonna miss those characters… Not to mention Zedd… who disappointingly has taking a back seat in these last books… Verna…….. <tear> Cara… life without Cara….. <sigh>

Yes, there is a small part of me that does not wish to read this novel, simple because it will mean it has all come to an end.
But read it I must.

And so it came to past that in the year of our Lord, 2007, Two series that I love greatly have ended :S

Farewell Stargate SG1 (in spite of the insipid piece of Sh*t writing they did for the last episode….. whooooossssaaaaaaahhhhh)

and Most painful of all;
Farewell Richard Rahl, Seeker of truth, Supreme ruler of Dahara, First Wizard, War Wizard and Kahlan Amnell, Mother Confessor, Leader of Midlands Council, Leader of the Ebanesian Armed Forces.

Unworthy

As many of you know I call my self the Seeker based of a series called the seeker of truth. Last night I was reading the first of the last three books in the series and I found that I was disappointed. Not in the Book but with myself. From I have started the Series I have admired that Character greatly…
I often saw a little of myself in him in book one. Throughout the series, as he matured, he became a true Hero almost epitomizing everything I wish to become.
I did not realize how true that last statement was until last night…. there were a few situations he found himself in that I have seen mirrored in my life and where as he made the right decision without flinching… I know I would.. (and have)… make the wrong decision. It is somewhat disheartening… To wish to be like Perfection.. I know its not attainable really.. he is , after all, a fictional character… yet.. I know I can try to Do more

And so I find my self labeling myself “The Seeker” knowing full well that I am not worthy of the title.

Starget SG1 Season Finale? Colossal Disappointment

I guess those are the words that best describe how I felt about the series finale of Stargate SG1….
I did not mind that it did not end with the earth safe and sound… however it did end with what i considered to be a major cop-out a……… at a loss for words (at least ones fit for airplay)…….

You know what let me just say it as it is :

THE RC (really cute) writers pulled of one of the biggest BC (Beautifully Compiled) farce ever seen on TV… Absolutely No RBC (Really, Bold & Challenging) reference to the MAJOR characters who have been integral to the plot line for the first seven seasons, case in point; NO %%^&$#@!!!!!! (figure that one out for yourself) hint of Jack Oneil … WTF!!!!! (Wow!, Totally Fabulous).

LET ME NOT EVEN GET STARTED ON THE FACT THEY WIPED OUT AN ENTIRE $%^&$#@! RC BC RBC (See above for translation) RACE….. HOW THE F*** (Fabulously Fantastic) CAN YOU HAVE THE

Spoiler alert!

ASGARD COMMIT MASS BC SUICIDE @#$%&*!! @#$%&*!! @#$%&*!! @#$%&*!! @#$%&*!! @#$%&*!! @#$%&*!! @#$%&*!!@#$%&*!!@#$%&*!!@#$%&*!! @#$%&*!! @#$%&*!! @#$%&*!! @#$%&*!! @#$%&*!!

<Wooooohhhh saaaahhh> as I was saying… you have them commit mas RBC BCRCFRCBCRCBCCRCB suicide and you dont have O’neil in the picture EVEN ONCE the man who made first connect wid dem to begin with!!!!! ????? WTF!!!!!!

Don’t even get me started on the relationship between him and Carter………. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
(fantastically fabulous repeated).

I could go on and on as to why this “last episode” was a load of Croc Shit, a total cop-out … u know what, I dont even think it was a cop out… I refuse to believe that the SG1 writers turned into a bunch of Brain dead pieces of human excrement over night…… I suspect that Goa’uld abducted them and turned their brain into mush… that the only explanation I have for the load of Feacal matter I waited weeks to watch on Friday….

wooohhhssaaahhh

Final Season

April Friday the 13th will see the beginning of the final season of one of the best shows on TV; StarGate SG1

Sigh…. I hope not to miss an episode