Archive for the ‘Cryptic Insight’ Category

Me…(Right now)

October 22, 2009

The following statements are accurate for the duration of this post.

  • Why am I here? Because i don’t want to be at home
  • I am not unhappy, I am just tired
  • Lyming…..not so appealing any more, but still kool
  • Tired and easily annoyed
  • Questions own level of incompetence and acknowledges one is FAR from superman
  • Likes getting things done
  • Works because it is safer than…….

That Time of Year again…

October 9, 2009

Yep its that time of year again that i prob would forget if it weren’t for the the constant reminders.

As usual My mood has tended toward being pensive, but with pan and work being as they are, I find wallowing in self pity is difficult. Instead, the dominant emotion is annoyance.

**** the world, Dont ask me for ****

September 22, 2009

There is something alluring about someone who keeps fighting against all odds.

Resposibility

September 10, 2009

How responsible are you for someone else.

If you know carrying out a particular course of action is bad for them, is it incumbent on you to stop?
What if they know its bad for them and they don’t want you to stop, what then?

Run Away!

August 7, 2009

I want to escape!
To get away and seek out my place of refuge.

I am now here…. as is the same feeling…… liquor needed?

Betrayal

July 14, 2009

Ever so often when a friend of mine talks about leaving.  In such and instance there is apart of me that stiffens and screams betrayal! .

It is a small voice and is easily and quickly suppressed (usually)

Lately, wen i mention my thoughts of leaving to my friends I notice a minuscule pause. Maybe its just in my head… but i wonder if they too are screaming “Betrayal!”

Why am I here?

July 4, 2009

I am here because I feel Restless, and down, and like i have, and am, failing to pull my own weight….

Will this help?

Maybe not, but i would feel worse if i didn’t do it.

I see stupid…me

July 3, 2009

I have posted this repeatedly from time to time over the years and it never gets old.

“Wizards First Rule: People are stupid. The only defense against this is to acknowledge that you too are stupid” – Sword Of Truth book1

In other words, the path to enlightenment is to acknowledge your own frailties.
OK so I’m stupid, now what?

Excuses vs Results

July 3, 2009

I had almost forgotten, no one wants excuses or reasons, they want results.
This applies to every aspect of life…

“Stop focusing on the problem and start thinking of the solution” – Zed

Deflation

July 3, 2009

Got Pricked, Didnt’ like it.