These are some things i have observed/Learned recently.
1. Naturally produced endorphins do not work on tooth aches
2. Thinkbass rocks! I am sane today because of this person.
3. I realize that there is level of maturity i expect from ppl i am close to…… i.e. i tolerate immaturity alot less than i used to.
4. Insecurity and Arrogance are two sides of the same coin
5. One cannot articulate what one wants if one does not know what one desires
In Talking with a friend of mine the an interesting issue was raised;
How do you know where to draw the line between letting you partner feel Wanted/Needed as opposed to Used/Abused?
A while ago the “band of the year” started to play on my computer and i started to remember previous mas camps and started daydreaming about the ones to come….
There is sense of “Welcome Home” every time i start to look forward to it… as if i am away for the rest of the year and only from January to April am i truly home……
<sigh>
Day 3 and I LOVE it…
It now one of the high points of my day
I look forward to every session and i seriously am thinking about increasing it to every day…..
Here’s to natural highs
..is one of those posts where the views expressed will prob change in the morning:
What the hell was i thinking, who was i fooling…… clearly only myself… now that i have wasted my money.. i now find myself back to reality and i only have myself to blame……
Rather annoyed with myself at this time…
1 near accident
1 near dead dog
1 weekend of missing another deadline
1 day of missing something i was REALY looking forward to
1 more night i cant stay to late because i am worried about the crime situ……
1 more day waiting for that reset button
Signed: Need to get away
On Sunday the 16th of November 2008, on impulse I spent a considerable amount of money on a pair of headphones….
At first I thought it silly to be spending 10 times the money on an item simply because of the brand name…… However as of 7:20 this morning, (when i stated to use my headphones) My memory has been progressively erased….
I am now unable to remember life pre BOSE.. in fact it all seems like one soundless void………
In one of the many conversations that go on in my head i made a statement that made me pause;
“I am not one to stop because i know current course of action is stupid or reckless”
I stopped to do self diagnostic test, so to speak, to see if this was really true… and you know what… it is.
Signed:
Knowingly Stupid
It is always important to let your SO know all the mushy/fuzzy feelings you have for them.
In my travels , however, I have learned this needs to be done in balance. Some people require you to do so constantly while others would very much prefer the occasional reminder.
Now apart from learning how to show affection in a manner they appreciate, knowing when and how often to do so can be tricky…
In fact its down right hard. This sort of thing is not usually brought up in discussions, and saying something about it often ruins the authenticity of the expression… So how does one know how often is good enough for your partner.
Looking at myself as an example i realize its a mammoth task.. I like to be told I am loved.. but i don’t need it every day, in fact that almost becomes too much… at the same time 1 a month is just too far apart….. The sad truth is I don’t know how often i would want to be told this… much less knowing what my partner would want…..
I guess thats one of the reasons relationships a never ending journey of discovery.
