Archive for October, 2007

Life after Death

October 30, 2007

Many of us can recall first first hand, or have heard some one close to us, having an encounter with Ghosts. Today, as it has been throughout time, there have been people who claim to be clairvoyant, with the peculiar ability to speak with the dead. Many times these individuals are simply Con artists… but once in a while you encounter a few that  seem to be able to do the impossible.

The question, however, is whether or not this is possible…. of course, I am viewing this in the context of Christianity. If after death we go to heaven or hell, how is it the dead can communicate with us? and even if that is the case, why would those condemned to ‘hell’ be allowed to do so????

If you believe in the concept of the purgatory then the Idea is more believable… But if there is a purgatory why are there Ghost? Why would there be spirits still free to roam on our plain of existence…..
Some say spirits that have been violently Wronged (ie murdered), or those that have a message for loved ones, often stay behind…  Yet y is this allowed…

If nothing Else I have found Creation to be a very elaborate and Efficient system, Everything works together in a never ending series of processes geared towards some almost unknown Goal….. this being the case…I wonder what are the rules of the system/process that governs the after life? why are there Ghosts, why can some people seem to be able to speak to the dead…

Then again can they…are Ghosts and clairvoyance really just constructs of a spiritual realm we do not understand….. and in an attempt to communicate with us.. or cross over… they exploit the mystery (at least to us, the living) that is the after life?

Much to ponder…………..

For the taking…..

October 18, 2007

Having spoken to a number of friends who work in govt. It is clear to me that they are severely lacking where IT solutions are concerned… as a result many times I have deamt up many possible solutions to a number of their problems……
I have been warned by my boss however that the govt. is cheap and Corrupt..
You may do all the hard work do up a proposal and they take it and give the contact (using your Proposal) to their friends……. So how to bypass this…. I believe in beating them at price…. Offer my solutions at a ridiculously Low rate but charge a Software support fee that they would be bound to for at least 3 to 5 years….
Added to that networking is essential, It becomes imperative that you know the various ppl in IT within the Govt as well as the Guys who approve the Projects…… Of course without a doubt A deep understanding of how the Ministries work is essential…………

Having thought this up it occurs to me that I cannot be the only person to dream this up… who is to say someone isn’t out there carrying out this very same game plan with an even bigger vision than I have …. <Sigh>
OR
is it that I am too afraid to to take the plunge, to lazy to do the work, and that I am really just content to remain where I am?

Another Bday

October 17, 2007

Another Bday has come and gone… and to be honest this one has been one of the best I have ever had … called in sick and spent the day at home… got some work done and almost made it through pan without anyone saying anything :D

Added to that I found that this year the usual ‘pensivness’ was not there… go figure…

Thank u guys for helping me have a great day  :D I appreciate it.

Vacation

October 7, 2007

So after my last post (as well as events that happened immediately after) I was undecided as to wether or not I would return to the exec… in the end my decision was done based purely on my mood at the time…….. :) I guess thats the luck of the draw.

In any case I now find myself on my ‘vacation’ we will see what the year has in store.

Venting

October 4, 2007

Disclaimer: The purpose of the following post is purely to vent……. it will say many things I will not mean in the next 5 minutes and the language will offend some………………. I really cant apologize seeing that this is my blog but I can at least warn you to stop reading now.

F*CK! what BC F*CKRY is this… and you know the worst part you cant blame any one too tuff I know what I heard and they are convinced of what they told me……. this is the last F*CKING straw

I want out … really, Forget that last post… I am now officially tired….
I was extremely annoyed when elections were postponed the first time… nearly F*cking livid the second time… but i smiled and kept my BC coool… but now i am fed up… I want out….. I am done, <kiss teet>

<sigh> ok enough ranting.. you’d think i was a child……. I went to see Alvin Slaughter last week and he was saying that CEO’s and Presidents didn’t make it to where they were by avoiding conflict…… and I guess nor did they make it by bawling and cussing either… it felt good though :)
Its been a long day and I long for the feeling of accomplishing something…

intresting feeling

October 4, 2007

I find myself feeling slightly FTWDAMFS…
I feel a bit tired pressured and stressed… as if I am approaching the limit to the amounts of Demands I can deal with…..
Yet I know it is all an illusion… there is nothing to really stress me out… there is nothing wrong with me …. and no one is making any Unreasonnable demands of me….
So why is that I feel this way………. I suspect the answer lies in simplicity……. Long is the simple life…….
I am not saying that My life is complex…. no… I suspect the problem is the way i view things and what I do ……… there are some things to be done (- Just do) and there are other things that should not be done (- Then Dont) …….
Life is full of opportunities for me to make excuses for anything…. and I think I am falling into that trap…….

Its time I reminded myself, they are no excuses, life is what you make it, u do not accomplish things you fail to do…… 
Enjoy life, for at the end of the day it is still only just “Fun and Games”.